the black god rises
in the swell of ocean waves
looks for his golden target
reaches out
caresses
verdant grasses
curls back his tongue
hunting
the black god rises
in the swell of ocean waves
looks for his golden target
reaches out
caresses
verdant grasses
curls back his tongue
hunting
crossing bridge
winter branches
floating mist
wipers
rhythm
drum
under florescent lights
thoughts cease
fold themselves
into paper airplanes
flown by
careless children
then
forgotten
12/2/2014
above the knoll
of weapons
pale full moon
strangled gently
1
this book of love notes
lies next to our shopping list,
plans for meals,
to be placed on the lips
and savored.
2
circle of sun
warmth
of your embrace
perfect grace
3
Thanks for that middle-of-the-day phone call.
i hear your voice and instantly rejoice.
It is a balm in grey sky winter,
a holiday seaside calm.
4
as light fades
darkened by clouds and time
i wait
while cooking
while reading
for the click of your key
to unlock home
5
I whisper your name
in prayer
in supplication
to sooth
At night
I curl my arm around
your smooth flank
contour my body along yours
I whisper your name
a lullaby
6
curve of your body against mine
tells a complicated calculus of comfort
eclipse of day worries and heaven’s delights

Now comes the princess, fair and fine
Playing near pond fringed with grasses
Saying, “Watch this ball that is mine.”
I watch her as she passes.
The golden ball fallen in pond is my chance
It bounces, drops down muddy bottom stuck in the water
On my lily pad, I jump and do a waltz and dance
It is my own girl, I have waited for her.
“Come on back, come on back, take me with you.”
She hastens away, skirts flying behind, laughing in delight
I jump from the pond, leaping my green frog body fro and to
My princess when she hears me, exclaims in fright,
“Oh father, oh father, I know not this frog.”
I say, “My fair lady, you promised!” The king
proclaims sternly, “A promise is kept, even one from a bog.”
I ate from her plate, but she flung me away from her pillow. I went ping!
My request for the pillow denied
As princess and prince now we will abide.
Snow. It started late last night and continued ’til midday, piling up on streets, steps, trees, cars, and rooftops, bringing with it peaceful silence and a day of rest for many of us. In the morning I shoveled all 14 feet of my sidewalk. There is something nice about a narrow house on days like this! Then I shoveled many of my neighbors’ sidewalks and steps since they also have about 14 feet and it just makes it too easy to do something nice for someone else. Time to dig out the car. Fortunately the snow was light and fluffy at this time and I was able to brush it off my car, all except the center of the top, since I am only 5 feet one inch and I couldn’t reach. Neighbor John came by and offered to help me continue to dig out. Then he noted that my car had a mohawk! After he went on his way, couldn’t resist making a face from the snow that I had piled up next to my car. The face looks sort of like the father of my children without his glasses, when he was young and had a beard. Okay, so a little more bug-eyed, but hey, we were sometimes like that.
Then I wandered back home and started making a snowman. At least, I started with the idea of making a snowman. Then it evolved into a snow-woman, an old snow woman with curly hair, long ears and a wide smile. I was thinking of my wonderful grandmother, Nonne, and my mother who would be old now if she had lived, and my mother-in-law, Jane, down in Florida. My heart ached.
Jamie from next door came out and happily, we had a snowball fight. Haven’t done that since my kids were little. She told me of a great idea she read about: Fill water ballons with water, add food coloring, and place outside. Once they freeze, cut the ballon off and and you have colored balls of ice. I hope to try it this winter, but right now I don’t have any food coloring in the house. Time to get some anyway – Easter is on its way. I might color eggs with my students. It would be a nice treat when they walk in to see me.
Oh – I’m a speech-language pathologist by trade, which involves its own type of creativity and is lots of fun, at least when I’m in a well functioning school. Thankfully, this school year has been the best in many years, to a great extent because I have marvelous principals. Principals set the tone for their schools and a good one is worth his or her weight in gold. I’m in two different middle schools and enjoying both of them. For many years I worked in elementary schools but this has been a great change. As one teacher put it, “Who needs T.V. when you have middle schoolers.”
After spending some time warming up inside, I wandered around the neighborhood with my friend, Barbara N. We saw beautiful families and friends playing in the snow and some very artistic versions of snowmen. One fellow, Brad, had potter’s tools that he was using to carve a face on his snowman. He didn’t know what they really were, but somehow had them around. He was also using a scraper that he had bought from the hardware store. He also wasn’t quite sure what it was for, but bought it because he thought he might have a use for it one day. When I asked if he was an artist he replied, “Oh no, it’s just something to do. I got bored of watching T.V. indoors.” In ‘real life’ he teaches business at Towson University. Well, my friend, an artist is someone who does art ergo…
The muse goes where it wants. It perches on our shoulders at the most unexpected times. Sit awhile, have an unexpected lull in your life,


and it may snake its way between your legs like a cat or hit you over the head like a mugger.





